At this point I was called into the ships office and told my time was up as I had spent nearly two years abroad and was now entitled to go back to England, the officer told me there was no pressure on me to go home and I could sign on for another trip if I wanted to, anyway I could think about it for a couple of days. I did think seriously about going back home as I had lost all homesickness ages ago. I knew the Belfast was to stay out east at least another year and there were plenty of places I would still love to see. However news from home wasn't so good, my mother had written to me to say brother Tom had contracted TB and was very ill (in 1946 TB was still the biggest scourge of the country). I felt I had a duty to go home and do anything I could for my family. Also my brother Joe had married a nice girl and I had missed their wedding. I wanted to meet Joe and Daisy as Joe and I hadn't seen much of each other since he joined up in 1942. Anyway, after thinking it over I wen